My Sonnet?

Should I abandon my heart dejected?
From lavishing romance thou badly seeks,
With thy sense of grief, being rejected?
Now it swells, and blood streaming erupts, leaks.
Or should I be liberal and set free,
Thy heart pursues, contentment and pleasure?
Let it relax under the shade of tree,
Liberated, free from fears be assured?
Allow this though cause thyself be blemished.
Give way for avarice conquer thy vein.
Letting it be, leaves thy life not cherished,
For thy heart is wild therefore should be chained….
Now confusion leaves thy soul distorted
Never know for what heart was created